At the end of November my beautiful daughter-in-law (DIL) sent an interesting Facebook message to my two daughters and me. This message was actually a challenge. It was something she herself had been challenged to do in her fitness class that week, and one that she found extremely difficult. When I read that, my first thought was that “if this incredible young women finds a “fitness” challenge difficult,” then I’m dead meat. No way Jose. Not going to happen for this Old Broad (OB). Then when I read “the challenge” I was even more convinced that this was something I could not do.
What was so challenging about “the challenge”?
Everything. Why? Because it requires that you take a long hard, uncompromising, honest, candid, truthful and LOVING look at yourself. Both physically and non-physically. And come up with ten things for each that you like about yourself. I’m not even talking love here. Just, like. A little nod to one of your more redeeming attributes, a mere mention of some cute little trait or charming characteristic. You know the thing I’m talking about. That endearing eccentricity that your family mutters under their collective-breath at family gatherings, “There it is.” We all have those, right. But as my DIL said in her note, “It’s amazing how in 2 seconds you can name a million things about family, friends and even people you’ve just met, but to name 20 things about yourself is HARD!”
She’s right. It’s easy-peasy to find 20 things about someone else that are admirable and praiseworthy, both physically and non-physically. But try pointing the lens back at yourself and it is damn near impossible. At least for me.
But this is a new year. And I’ve decided that this is the year that I will challenge myself more. Go out on that fragile limb and do things. Face uncertainty head-on. Take some risks. Do things a little, or a lot, differently than I have in the past. Some of these things I know are going to scare the shit right out of me. And at my age this could seriously happen.
Other things, I’m going to do because they’ll be good for me. Like eating more vegetables and less meat, especially the stuff that causes the unnecessary death of cute animals. This is a dilemma for me because I think all animals, and many plants, are cute. And if you think I’m being facetious, check out Marimos. They are freakin’ adorable. So are Baby Lichens. Then there’s Venus Flytraps. Not all that cute but extremely interesting. Like the dark-haired girl wearing uncool glasses in a roomful of Barbie’s with big boobs. I can relate to the V-Flies.
And then there are those things I’ve been putting off for years, decades even. You know the things, the “I’ll do that someday” stuff. All the stuff you make excuses for, that possibly involve some kind of weird time and space continuum. I have no idea what that is but it sounds like it may apply here, and very likely every aspect of my life to date. But I do plan to make a heroic attempt, and at the very least, confront some of these things that I’ve been putting off and maybe quite conceivably, should all the stars line up just right, get around to it. Perhaps.
As for the 10 physical things and the 10 non-physical things I like about myself? I haven’t a clue. I only know that it will require me to be as kind and loving with myself as I am with others. I will need to be as gentle and gracious, understanding and big-hearted, caring and compassionate, forgiving and magnanimous to me as I am to you and you and you, and the person I’ve just met. For this is all the great big important stuff that is at the very heart of “the challenge.” Maybe, just maybe, that’s why it’s so difficult.
And as my wise, witty and wonderful DIL said, it’s easier to come up with these things about someone else then it is about yourself. So I thought I’d do it for her.
10 Physical things that I LOVE about my DIL (in no particular order and just for starters):
- Big beautiful smile
- Gorgeous hair
- Killer abs
- Cute freckles
- Dazzling blue eyes
- Tiny waist
- Artistic hands
- Infectious laugh
- Melodic voice
- Magnificent fit figure
10 Non-Physical things that I LOVE about my DIL (in no particular order and just for starters):
- Loving-kindness
- Generosity
- Compassion
- Thoughtfulness
- Gentleness
- Intelligence
- Creativity
- Humor
- Courage
- Warmth and wonder
My Thing About God 
I don’t “like” this post — I LOVE it! And what a smart challenge for all of us. I’m so tempted to do a list of what I like about Boo. This would be incredibly easy for me, I have a rich trove of beautiful characteristics to choose from. But instead I’ll encourage you to be your own mirror, and I’ll do the same for myself. As JFK said about the race to the moon … We don’t do it because it’s easy. We do it because it’s hard. Happy New Year OB!
Ah, Silk thank you so much! I too have a rich trove of beautiful characteristics to choose from about you. And JFK is right. Even though we don’t see each other often, I am so grateful you are in my life and to know firsthand your wisdom and intelligence, grace and beauty. LOVE and Happy New Year to you as well! OB. xx